CW: I think "body horror" tho in a mild sense (pretty much all of it). Also implied SA, will be between -!!! content !!!-
Screaming thinking ab Mac (Not sure yet ab pronouns so just using They/them for now. Age? uhh kinda hard to determine?? theyre intended to b an adult tho)
Theyre pieced together with parts that their creator took from "willing" participants... ok the creator (she/her in her late 40s/ early 50s) thinks of herself as an artist, performs live surgical procedures for a really low cost sometimes even free. The surgeries are basically paid for by those buying tickets to watch it. And id like to make clear that while yes shes a doctor, a good one at that... but often time she just freeballs the surgeries. But due to the papers the "patients" sign and the insane low cost, theres no real repercussions if she severely messes up. Uhhh lil world knowledge bc at the point of writing this i have not explained anything ab this world, in the specific part Mac is based in the country is split in 3 major parts. Basically Top - rich, Mid - working class, Bottom poor... but imagine this a lil more literally as the top is literally pieces of land in the sky chained to the ground. Mid is the ground and Bottom is in the ground. So simply put Macs creator is from the Bottom and preys on the poor to "give" her pieces for her projects... and one of her projects was Mac.
With Mac i wanna explore like the horrors of "who am i". Bc when Mac came to be they had no real memories of anything. In their day to day life they sometimes have some very uncanny déjà vu's? Its like a distant memory but too far to really remember anything. But you still know like "i have been here before". Or being able to do a surtain task with no prior knowledge, like their body remembers something they themself cant. When they came to be their creator didnt keep it a secret, Mac was simply known as "the creation". Treated like a thing rather then a somebody. When their creator lost inst rest she simply let them be? (or not! still a wip tbh LMAO. like maybe she used Mac as a servant? Or practiced more surgeries on them? who knows!). I imagine Mac slowly starting to gain more of a unified "self". When threatening to leave their creator wasent really scared, more so answered that she knows theyl be back, bc shes the only one who knows Mac inside and out (literally).
So Mac indeed leaves. This is where they choose their name, their first step into being themself. Mac is just kinda homeless, but is quick to make friends. Its not at all uncommon for people from the Bottom to be homeless. Theres some bad neighborhoods ofc but theres plenty of people that do their best to help their community out where they can. So Mac does alot of couch surfing. But no matter how far they try to remove themself from their creator, in the end they seem to always be faced with it in some way. Be it being recognized or simply because of some health issues and a regular Doctor cant really figure what seems to be the cause. Being asked "will you be spending time with family for the holidays?". Passing by a school, realizing they dont know what being a child feels like.
Mac was also made intersex, i suppose in a way they are "cis" in the sense that they are nonbinary. wich is what prompted me to start writing this. I imagine them attempting them to grow facial hair but since their skin is sewn together from different people, theyre just kinda unable to do so. Like i just kinda had the mental image in my head of them letting it grow, looking in the mirror like "damn that shit looks like ass" bc is in weird patches n i went "oh god my baby noooo" as if i din inflict this on them (am i not in a sense worse than their creator?... ok wont get too into that LMAO).
I think Mac most often struggles with things they will never get an answer to. "Who am i?", Are they multiple souls combined in one? Where they once somebody or did they begin existing the moment they were made? Will they ever figure out where any of their parts came from or rather would they wanna? And a bunch more.
Ive never exactly visualized Mac (well until tomodachi life, but thas like the very first time so a 100% thatl change), like i have some kinda image in my head but its still a bit vague. I did however Wanna put some kind of description together of some details i think are neat in a way. To start their creators goal was not to recreate the "perfect" being. She picked strong and healthy parts and very likely put some bullshit twist in there aswel like "hmm yes lets put another lung in there for good measure".
So i imagine their legs are different heights, most likely different feet sizes aswel (bc even if 2 feet are the exact same length, one could have more fat to it than the other ect) So Mac always wears 2 different shoes. I imagine they have different hair textures and colors, So they keep it short as thats most easy to manage. I imagine theres alot of nerve damage, so alot of random shots of pain, skin around scars having less feeling but also in the beginning every part experiences touch differently, wich eventually settles down. I think fat distribution would be really interesting, as ive mentioned before Mac is intersex, their creator gave them breasts. I think that even if when put on them being equal sizes, in the end one will be bigger or sag more than the other. I like the idea of some kind of "cleft lip" simply because it healed "wrong" or bc it wasnt attached correctly, causing some of Macs upper teeth to be shown, leading to Mac getting Grillz (really like these tbh). Piercings... bc i like them LMAO. One of their eyes is perhaps a lil smaller or lower than the other, highly likly difr colors, one eye is a bit worse than the other but they just never rly bother getting a prescription lmao. Less visual but I also think theyre ambidextrous. Mac likes to make music, has no intention nor wants to become famous. Ofc it sucks being homeless, only really having the things they can carry as their belongings. But in the end it makes them antsy being in the same place for a prolonged time. Besides they like meeting all kinds of different people, i think they would love to be able to travel around the world.
I made them in Tomodachi Life: Living the Dream... i made them green, rly tall and a deep voice... not sure if ill keep that lmao. Also Autumn has a crush on them lmao?? Its cute and personality wise might work. But wouldnt really work out in the end... its too much to explain why... However i have this other character called Eli, essentially a robot but has a human soul (id love to yap ab them but that will b for another day). I mean i find this a "perfect" pair, ESPECIALLY after Eli realizes they arent just a robot.
-!!! Ofc both have their own uh... existential crisises lmao (Eli slowly remembering, not being able to properly mourn bc shit happened so long ago ect). But just them being able to bond. Somebody they hate have made and shaped them in a way that severely fucks them over, really thinking about it... its very violating. Both Creators having been in places, touched and placed to their will.... !!!-
I dont think Mac and Eli ending up in a relationship would be a good idea tho, but they would def end up meeting and wanting a connection with each other.
Thas all for now about them
Heres a pic of Mac on tomodachi LMAO
